Navigating Life Beyond the Children of God Cult as an Expert on Disabilities

with Psychologist Maria Esguerra

Australian Maria Esguerra tells us that it’s still difficult to speak about her personal experiences as a second-generation survivor of The Children of God cult. “There was a little bit of shame around being a survivor and someone who grew or who’s been in a cultic group,” she said. We then began to discuss what it was like to exit from the cult, to raise two young children, and to build outside support structures at the same time. Despite her discomfort, she felt it important to practice what she preaches when it comes to talking about issues surrounding cults that might seem scary or intimidating.

She later expressed that she understands the vital role sharing stories plays for cult survivors, those contemplating leaving a cult, and individuals who might be targeted by one later. In this episode of The Influence Continuum, we explored the challenges of breaking free from cults and how those who become part of society’s natural defense system against cult indoctrination and authoritarianism help to free others. As Maria and I reflected on our experiences, we emphasized that cult manipulation can affect anyone, yet upon leaving, they become like white blood cells fighting off an infection. With their insider perspective, former cult members can help address and heal these specific issues if they choose to do so.